4/27/25 SUN - 10:24PM
hmmm. now that i've got this site going i just remembered that i made a website a few years ago where i posted some things that i was thinking of maybe archiving here 🤔
I mean, those posts were deeply personal and extremely TMI but i feel like there's gotta be some value to putting my raw musings from a few years ago out into the ether... i suppose just to prove i existed in some capacity...
but then that also got me thinking about my journal that I've been keeping since I was 16. I've meaning to back it up and eventually make public after my demise but I've never really formulated how I was going to go through with that... (backing up my journal i mean. JFC.)
i suppose now that I'm settling into this site (and that it's easily transferrable to other platforms and can be backed up easily) i'll have to think more about how i can potentially organize the archive here.
just archiving everything I've ever made/wrote seems like an absurd task, but i REALLY want to get my shit out of icloud and other stupid corporate services that i frankly don't find trustworthy anymore.
there's almost no doubt in my mind that everything I've ever written in apple notes, google drive, or on a device with auto correct has already been sent through some sort of language learning model so i'm not so precious about some random ai scraping my entire life's thoughts off of the internet. if services are free, you are the product. so...
we're already living in the dystopian cyber hell science fiction always warned us about.
i'm moreso hoping that some human being now or in the future would take interest in whatever weird shit i'm putting down.
it all seems so cringe now but you never know, we're living through some strange times there might be something important for whoever survives down the road.
my only hope is that all this will not be lost by negligence and/or the collapse of humanity itself (or whatever)